How many years ago?...

5 years ago,
And we were on the same place,
Than these days,
Surround by words,
A lot to tell,
Covered with sounds,
With everything to hear,
Full of feelings,
What did I do?
What did I miss?...

4 years ago,
And I do not remember,
What happened next?
Where did you go?
Why did you leave?
Did you?
Did I?...

3 years ago,
And your words found me once again,
That's what you said,
Do you remember well?
Or my mind is playing with me,
Just like yesterday?...

2 years ago,
And I missed your eyes,
After the sunrise light,
So many nights,
Full of laughs,
Without any light,
Where did you go this time?...

1 year ago,
And bad news,
Bring something back,
From my past,
But it was not bad,
It was you,
Something good for that time,
But it did not last,
Why did you dissapear that much?...

1 day ago,
And everything looks better than that,
Better than any past,
I saw your words coming back,
With so much offer,
Much more than your older part,
Much better, more natural,
And that,
That´s what will last,
So much time,
Than either of us,
Will be able to remember,
And look back...

Sometimes I wonder...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
For everything I am and know
To disappear,
Between shadows,
No questions asked,
Just, start over,
Forget about everything and anything...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Feel again,
It´s been so much time,
Since the last one,
Since, I stopped feeling,
Since, I felt love...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Feel nothing,
And, sometimes I think,
That I already know that,
That, constant questioning,
Why?...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Love forever,
Find the one,
The one who I want to spend,
The rest of mi life with,
Feel safety, comfort...

And,
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Just Live,
Stop wondering,
Stop dreaming,
Live the moment,
Careless about what´s coming,
About the consequences...

I guess I´ll never know,
Because,
Wonder,
It´s my nature,
It´s who I am,
Just that...