Sometimes I wonder...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
For everything I am and know
To disappear,
Between shadows,
No questions asked,
Just, start over,
Forget about everything and anything...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Feel again,
It´s been so much time,
Since the last one,
Since, I stopped feeling,
Since, I felt love...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Feel nothing,
And, sometimes I think,
That I already know that,
That, constant questioning,
Why?...

Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Love forever,
Find the one,
The one who I want to spend,
The rest of mi life with,
Feel safety, comfort...

And,
Sometimes I wonder what it would be like
Just Live,
Stop wondering,
Stop dreaming,
Live the moment,
Careless about what´s coming,
About the consequences...

I guess I´ll never know,
Because,
Wonder,
It´s my nature,
It´s who I am,
Just that...